That is the question that Gerry has been asking himself for some time now. Whether it is nobler to open oneself up to the slings and arrows of those who see “conversations” with angels as silly…if not potentially delusional. And then there is the fatigue. The option to actually take the one hour of solitude and quiet time that is given to Gerry on weekdays…as he commutes by train from his home to New York. Sleep occupies the morning and the need to additional work, or possibly read and unwind occupies the evening trip. So what would it be that would entice him to sit for another hour before his laptop to deliver messages to an audience that might not even be there anymore?
Faith.
Beliefs…trust…heart driven logic. These are the things that drive mankind to act and to respond and to do…even when that which they are doing seems to be without reason or merit…or worse. Sometimes that faith is tested and sometimes, as humans, you are just too tired to act everyday in the manner that your deeper voice tells you is what you feel the call to do. Sometimes you may feel that your life is so overwrought with responsibilities that to take on just one more…would surely make you snap. This is often the feeling felt by parents or caretakers…who act from a place of love but suffer from a place of mental and physical fatigue…sometimes financial fatigue as well. There are those of you who will read this and will feel a sense of truth about your loss of faith. Is your loss of faith in those who you thought loved you…or in God…or what you thought was God…or is the loss of faith in yourself? Faith is not just an unseen belief…it is not just a belief in something that defies your sense of reality. Faith is a feeling…an emotion…an energy that propels you to action…or to in-action if your faith tells you to act would be wrong. For every in-action is an action in itself. Faith energizes you to feel. To act upon a certain sense of purpose and meaning. Faith is why we go on. We wake each day with the faith in a better day or a faith in a bad day…faith is energy that you invest in the creation of a belief system. If you believe in the best…you will create the best that you have the ability to imagine…and as your imagination grows so to will your outcomes.
Remember always that you are the creators. You are the extension of the “big bang” of creation that continues every day in the actions that you and mankind are taking. So all of the things that you do, think or say are creating the energy that will shape the future you are molding. You create the reality based on the belief of the good you deserve and the challenges that you think you must endure to receive it…oh and your beliefs on what you deserve. Your belief system will then shape your “faith” the energy and action that is given to the creation of your thoughts and subsequently your reality. You are what you think…you think what you believe and you act on the faith in those beliefs.
It is all about faith…
To prosper or not to prosper
To live or not to live
To love or not to love
To have sex or not to have sex
To care for yourself or to care only for others
To care for others or only for yourself
To plan for the future or to just let it unfold
To blame god for your life or to take responsibility
To believe or to not believe
To trust or not to trust
To blog or not to blog.
Only you can decide.
Go in peace,
Love,
Margaret
